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Sticking my finger down my throat,
I swallowed an entire bottle of them.
I realize life is worth living.
I don't want to fucking die.
I just need to vomit and I'll be better.
They've already been absorbed, I'm screwed.
I don't want to go to the hospital.
Where's my fucking phone?  It's just three numbers.
I can feel my heart rate slowing down
Get excited, raise that blood pressure.
and my extremities are going numb.
They're just cold, rub them a lot.
Back to the wall, ass on the ground, unmoving.
Get up!  Dance!  Punch something!  Anything!
The darkness takes me and I have one last thought:
I only thought I wanted to die, I swear.
The title says everything. Sometimes it is a cry for help that ends up being the last cry you ever make.

A video recording of this piece can be found here: vertigoart1.blogspot.com/2014/…
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Melanie-J-Howle Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
submitted to a group im in hope thats cool with you ,you just have to except if you want it there .
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Melanie-J-Howle Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Really something to think about .
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Ang3lsDrumSticks Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2011
This gave me goosebumps, and that's a good thing. So tragically beautiful Bravo!
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VertigoArt Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2011  Professional Writer
thank you very much
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alittlebitoffaith Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011
very true. i like this altho it's sad i like sad peoms cuz it seems more realistic
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persephus Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
This is extremely powerful. It's interesting because I think you and have a lot in common as far as wanting to end it goes. I can't tell you how much this piece hit me. It's scary...
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Zeiphex Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow, that is so chilling, it gives me the creeps. Very honest and well written. Also, I wish you the best of luck in your life, keep on fighting :)
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franlovesmjj Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011  Student General Artist
Wow, this is amazing, I love the last line, specially :)
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VertigoArt Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011  Professional Writer
Thank you for taking the time to read it.
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franlovesmjj Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011  Student General Artist
You're welcome :)
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